Okay so heres the scoop with me:
last month a special horse of my cousin's was put down do to a shattered leg. My grades are going down the shit hole and I have like no friends in most of my classes even lunch. I feel like shit today because some friends went to the movies and my other friends went to get their new mini without me so yeah. I have a JFK speech to do on monday and a paper due sometime next week. I feel that friends are ignoring me and I have no boyfriend(I don't really need one but it might be a good distraction. My horse is depressed and mad a lot more than usual. I want a friend for Katie, but really don't want Jess to have her horse stay at my place. Teachers hate me, don't have any art classes until next semester and want to quit most of my classes. I haven't been able to keep up with much of my msgs. Afraid to live out life in a car that I might not even have. My fail at college and never get a job in photography. Hate the internet for being so distant from me and hate the news for being so stupid and depressing. I love to rant! My german probably thinks I'm ignoring her since she left here. ugh! I still don't feel anybetter!

What did I do wrong?

On the internet I feel like crap though I just met one of my friend's friend. Corey Gibson. When I look at him he almost reminds of Brandon, my ex-boyfriend, even though I have only met him today. I think he looks mildly hot and I only hope he isn't anything like Brandon. That would be another disaster waiting to happen.

The sheep are missing from their pen...
I hate the sorority life on Facebook n myspace...
This stupid computor is having errors...
stupid side-by-side errors...
Holly will be home around 4:00...
talking with erica now...
Corey Gibson added me as a friend on facebook!!!

blub blub blub...i woke up really early to be on this computor because it isn't mine. luckly I know the password. I have a list left to do before summer is over, but i have a feeling that it'll be until next year. Ugh!!!!!

my ear hurts, I think its infected.? oh well. I need to go shopping. i need to get underware. I should go with poka-dots or maybe plain one....there are sooo many choices at walmart....hmmmm.


I want internet now! There is sooooo much to do before october! before my german student comes!

I should stop typing now...goodbye my dear friends....until next time. ;(

I'm just found out that the one guy I want is taken by own neighbor! I hate her guts to just because she does softball and I hate that sport! Summer is going pretty well though. I plan on going to Germany in the spring and having an exchange this fall. Senior year will be a drag, but I only can hope that it will be better than last year now that we have a new principle. Asta's a BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! her name sounds like the devil himself. her and her stupid outfits!!! I hate her!!!!!!!
okay, I'm done ranting on about the new principle.

If anyone wants to be friends outside of DA. You can be my friend on facebook or myspace but I don't use that as much.
Peace Out!!!<3

My mood won't let me change it. stupid content.

I'm just found out that the one guy I want is taken by own neighbor! I hate her guts to just because she does softball and I hate that sport! Summer is going pretty well though. I plan on going to Germany in the spring and having an exchange this fall. Senior year will be a drag, but I only can hope that it will be better than last year now that we have a new principle. Asta's a BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! her name sounds like the devil himself. her and her stupid outfits!!! I hate her!!!!!!!
okay, I'm done ranting on about the new principle.

If anyone wants to be friends outside of DA. You can be my friend on facebook or myspace but I don't use that as much.
Peace Out!!!<3

My mood won't let me change it. stupid content.