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I am who I am and know one should have to change that unless that someone is myself. I decide who I want to be. Helpful, wanted, understanding, optimistic, less annoying, smart, stable, responsible, healthy (sorta hehe), humorous, nice, understood, creative, and hard working. I have some negative things about me that I am gradually working on little by little. I want to things about me. Annoying, moody, slow, misunderstood, confused, fears, weaknesses, secrets, depression, stupidity, complaints, and unemployment. Life has its up's and down's, but you have to be the one to straighten it out for yourself. It's okay to get help, but it's i

I can't describe how much confusion I'm going through right now. There's just so much of it. I wish I was a psychic and could read his mind so I know if his words speak truth...and this is sad because that just says that I don't trust him. I was happy, but why am I suddenly unhappy. I think he's a nice guy, but is he really worth my time if he doubted me; now I'm doubting him. What kind of relationship is that. Does he really mean for us to be a couple or is he trying to keep me happy so I give him what he wants.... Do I just end it right after the holidays? Or do I give it some time and hope that these feelings will pass? All of my sisters t

I could tell you that my life so far has been stressful, but isn't everyone's? I do have my own problems and I am in a very stressful time of my life. I could inform you of the guy I'm seeing or how one of my roommates is being an incessant that rhymes with witch. However, I do not wish to so I am not going to. I miss my best friend, I miss warm weather, I miss being able to sit down and read a book that I really want. I miss having an income. I miss living with my family because my roommates kind of suck. I miss girl nights. I miss... :) well I think you get the gist of it. I miss a lot of things, but at the same time I look forward to all