Okay so heres the scoop with me:
last month a special horse of my cousin's was put down do to a shattered leg. My grades are going down the shit hole and I have like no friends in most of my classes even lunch. I feel like shit today because some friends went to the movies and my other friends went to get their new mini without me so yeah. I have a JFK speech to do on monday and a paper due sometime next week. I feel that friends are ignoring me and I have no boyfriend(I don't really need one but it might be a good distraction. My horse is depressed and mad a lot more than usual. I want a friend for Katie, but really don't want Jess to have her horse stay at my place. Teachers hate me, don't have any art classes until next semester and want to quit most of my classes. I haven't been able to keep up with much of my msgs. Afraid to live out life in a car that I might not even have. My fail at college and never get a job in photography. Hate the internet for being so distant from me and hate the news for being so stupid and depressing. I love to rant! My german probably thinks I'm ignoring her since she left here. ugh! I still don't feel anybetter!

What did I do wrong?